Gosh... today woke up at 6am because of the NAFA that gonna be held at the school stadium at 8am. Haix... if I've the power of predicting that all the lecturers gonna e late, then I would have slept a little longer as it's a nice weather to sleep actually. (Raining sizzling)
Had my inclined pull up first erm... did 15 and I stopped as I already scored 4 points well... should have do till 22 since I still have the energy... well... is over. Btw, is much more easier that those flexible incline lor... our school one was fixed unto the ground so much more easier.
Next station was shutter run... did very badly... also not sure what I'm thinking about. Cause my plan is not to run all the way to grab the wooden rectangle but to scretch my right hand to grab, but guess the distance was a little too far so kinda wasted a few seconds over there. Otherwise would have a faster timing... and I actually nearly failed with 12.4 seconds (<12.5>
Coming up was sit and reach and as usual was my favourite item. Was wanting to reach 50 so that I can score for a 5 points but I failed... 2 attempt I only manage to reach 46cm... which is not my usual standard... I mean I used to reach around 47-48... well, doesn't matter that much since all falls under the range of 4 points.
Broad jump... 2 attempts... first time 152... and the second time make it more worse... 130+... haha... too heavy to jump. Also didn't know what am I thinking about at that time... anyway... passing mark was 156... and it was so kind of the teacher to cheat for me... he written 156 on the class list.
The last item I did was sit-ups and I was rather surprise that I actually manage to do 30... but if with 2 more ups, I think I could have scored 5 points for this too... but too bad... haha... at least... I didn't cheat...
Summary:
Inclined pull-ups... - 15 [4 points]
Shutter run... - 12.4 secs [1 point]
Sit and reach... - 46cm [4 points]
Board Jump... - 156 [1 point]
Sit ups... - 30 [4 points]
Total... - 14 points
And the last item for the day was the 2.4km... 6 rounds of the stadium. I didn't know my timing but I came in 90 in the position with as many people as around 150 students running together. Erm... kinda disappointed as I know I could have acheived a better timing. Perhaps... I wasn't feeling well bah... for a couple of days le... nose bleed and blocked... some more stomach cramp, so... well... hopefully I pass k? Pray hard for me... and even if I pass... I'll be scoring 1 point only and that's good enough for me to score a total of 15 points to acheive a silver award and guess I really would be extemped for the next semester of sports and wellness lesson which is the swimming I guess. So... pray hard ok?
After finish running, went to see Ms Phua... haix... gotta serve a 15 hours of detention while she's only serving 7hours of detention as she told Ms Phua that she's actually a victim and I'm the accuser. Well, pissed off... I just don't wanna to create any more problems so I kept quiet again. And on Monday, we had to apologise to Mrs Ang and Mr Hari infront of the whole class for causing so many problems for them. Haix... it was like so embraassing... isn't it?
Anyway... it was kinda a bad news for me because I scored only 48/50 for my BFD CA1. Inflation caused me to lose mark! Alamak!!! And I really have to congratulate Wen Hui and Irene <-- she looks like ah lian but I think she wanna to change and wanna her parents to be proud of her, so... I was so surprised that she actually scored that high... congret... Jiayou worx! And of course Berina and I came in, in the second position... 48... haix... but I think I should be proud... this is what Jasmine always told me to. You've to think that you're a Os progression students while the other are O level students... so having acheiving being top runner among all the Os progression student you should be happy. So I think I should just let it be... and work harder or do better for the role play bah. Heex...
Nah... I've a lot of thoughts wanna tell Ji's... but I just didn't have the courage even writing it down in the card. I'm afraid, I'm scared that I might be disappointing him if he were to know that I'm giving up. But of course, behind it I really have my reasons... but will he believe me?
Dad needs to do his operation as soon as possible. From what I know, he cannot choose to go on medication cuz in the first place it will be wasting his money, and secondly... he don't like to take western medication... and make it more worse... is a long term medication that he has to undergo. 2 months MC staying at home and his boss is not going to pay him a single cent. Which I think is not logical enough. Come to think of it, we as a students as long that the medication certificate is provided, even if it's a 6months MC our attendance is still being marked as present ain't it? So... dad's not worrying about the 8k of operation fees... but is the 2 months that he's going to stay at home and rest without a single cent... how 's he gonna to take out 1k to pay for all the utilities bills and my daily allowances?
So my plan is to go and find a part-time job and work. But... having to study and work at the same time is really tiring enough... if I still have to practice cello... my studies could be neglected. But if I work, and school at the same time and practice cello only occasionally, that will definitely drives him nuts when I attended the school lesson. So... what's the point then?
Haix... I really hopes that someone can tell him about this on behalf of me... I really didn't know how to face him... haix...
I hope I'll luv myself more
